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Sunday 28 June 2009

Sunday 21 June 2009

my new daily routine..


hrp2 mnjadi r..
Erm..actlly ak da ad kdai on9 skrg
Buat ngn adk ak..
Tp ktorg wt kt myspace..
Pas exam r..ak wt kt blog plak..hehe..
Hrp brsbr..sme murh2..

Monday 15 June 2009

the man in the skirt..




hye again..
korang pernah x dgr sal crossdresser ( CD )..
ak bru pernh dgr smlm..
mse tgk cter korea ( ROMANCE ZERO )..
crossdresser mngikot wiki adelah ..
the act of wearing clothing commonly associated with another gender within a particular society
drang nie kire laen dri pondan tue..
juz drang suke pakai bju prempuan utk
release tension..
korg taw r..
korean's mmg byk stress..
kes suicide pown pling tinggi..

mngikut CIA..entah aper kajian die luper lak..
activiti CD nie tlh berjaye mngurangkn stress r..

drng ckp..drg nie still ag lelaki sejati..
juz sbgai hobi ske pakai bju prempuan..
drg ckp drg dpt mngenali permpn dgn lebih mndlm..
n memahami kaum hawa r..

erm..
n drg lagi pandai plih style..
dri prempuan r..
huhu..

hurm..
korang nk x buat jdi suami...
bju ku bju mu jua..haha
ag pown..
kte akn dpt penasht style gtu..
hehe..

wlpown ak ske lelaki yg ader style..
tpi ak xnk seorg CD,,huhu..
xmo ..xmo..
korg nk x??!

Friday 12 June 2009

SoMe kINd OF wONdErFULL..

hye ..
erm..arinie..cuti..
tue xpenting pown..
yg ag penting ak dpt on9 ngn family ak..
sedey sgt2..
mule2 abah n umi ak call..
tpi dpt berbual ckit jer..
beyse r..
drg rndu kt ak,.
tpi xmo tunjuk..
abah: ella..dgr xni..
ella : dgr abh..abh sihat..
abah : sihat,, nie umi nak ckp..
ella : okey2
umi : asslamualaiku..ella..
ella : walaikumussalam..
umi : epa result die naek..
ella : oo..umi sihat..
umi : sihat..klah ella..
bye..
ella : umi..jap2..( pastu ak terdiam..nk ckp per ag erk)
klah..bye..

then..
xtaw pkul brape..
adek ku on9..
trus ajak ym..n bkk webcam( ktorg jrg bkk webcam )
so per ag..


nie r keje ktorg..
tukar2 style..


my tokki..
huhu..
ak nangis mse tgk tokki ak..
i dun know why..huhu


ktorg ag..
tudung laen plak..



xlawa r teddy tue ella..
cm lembu jer..
*biar r..ak suke.. *

where r u..


luv u too!!
ak mngintai erk..hihi


my sis..
die tnyer sesuai x die pakai tudung cmni..
die nk g DATE...
hehe..

lalalaa...

quote of the day.." if man dare to accuse woman to be materialistic, WE can also accuse man to be "looklistic"..

Monday 8 June 2009

..so little time..too much to do..


hye ..
smlm hri yg sgt2 meletihkan r..
tpi bezzz...
hehe..
smlm mmg fully booked r..
nie my list to do smlm ..hehe
  1. g YAHALLA ngn dayah n jaja
  2. buat cupcake ngn Paen
  3. sUprised party 4 Ainul
  4. assingment PATHOLOGY ( nie xsmpat siap lorr..huhu )
pe pe pown..hepi besday to ainul sweet 19 n nadzirah sweet 20..hihi

mkn2..




gmbr 1st my cupcake..
kotak PAEN balut sendri..
AIN bgi choc kt ak coz die kutuk rmh ak tingkt 8..hehe
lastly gmbr cupcake PAEN..

Gmbr 3 my cupcake..
yg laen nyer PAEN..
ku rela bekorban utk AINUL..hihi

us wit
cutest cupcake ever..


ainul n firdaus buat muke garng..

ktorg tiru gaya PAEN..

hepi besday AINUL!!

...end of wit joy..
thanz guys..


firdaus wit haziq..
duduk kt kerusi dpn teksi..
hihi..
ble laa ag blh tgk dak laki 20 thun..
buat cmni..hahaha

Friday 5 June 2009

besday GIFt for gurl ..




Entri nie khas ak tujukan 4 somebody..
he knows tat i post this entri
only 4 him..
n 4 guys out there too..
u all must read this ..
nnti xder r pening2 kepale..

  1. mesti ikhlas..
  2. ikot kemampuan..
  3. bgi aper yg korang ske..
perempuan ( or ak ) ske bnda2 yg sweeet.. even benda tue bkan teddy or coklat..
( guys u luv to think this item right ..
if u want to gift a present)
tpi mcm..beli frame..n ltak gmbr korang.. tue pown daa ckup..
( tpi klo korg mcm kwn jer ..
xmo bgi org laen slh fhm..
mybe this is not a gud idea)

2nd walau cmne pown ..ayu ker..kasar ker..medium type ker...perempuan ske klo bgi dorg cm accessories..
cm bracelet..anting2..gorgeous keychain (*nie accessories ker )..
rantai ker..coz dekat ngn hati klo bgi rntai..hehe


3rd..ader jgk ske klo bgi binatang peliharaan..mcm kucing ker..
( tpi ak xske bela2 nie..tpi ak penyayang)

erm..klo perempuan tue..slalu ckp nk something ker..korang tlong beli r..
maybe perempuan tue bgi hint ..hihi

..klo ader duet lebih..beli r parfume..handbag..

erm..actually..byk hadiah yg bly bgi..
yg penting ur thought..
erm..ag satu senang jer..
nk senarai2 cmni kan..
tpi yg nk memilihnyer susah..
so..pandai2 korang r...

n 4 gurl out there..korang nk hadiah per erk??!

M.A.G..lurve u..

Hye..
smlm kan..
Ak g shopping ngn dayah ( aasyik2 ngn dyah )
hihi..
xder sale pown..
actually g ctu nk release tension jer..
ak g CARE4..
erm,.terjumper r..
zimi n peko..drong beli brg umah
n peko...xtaw die beli per..hihi..

ella : zimi hbat r mg..beli brg kt care4..ktorg g beli kt pasar jer..

drg beli ayam..beras( lorr brat tue..) ..joystick pown ader..
per ag erk drg beli luper r..huhu..

zimi: ak beli ayang r..kt pasar xder..

ella : ader r ayang kt pasar..haritue ak dpt ayang 13 LE sekilo..
mybe permpuan kot..dpt r murah ckit..hihi ..(ayam FATALLA 14 LE)
tpi tkot r nk mkn so xbeli r..( ktorg bargain dlu bru fkir nk beli ke x)

zimi : ak beli selame nie 14-15 LE sekilo..

ella:ptt r selame nie ak beli 12 LE jer sekilo tbe2 die naek harge plak..
sebb sek mg r nie beli mhl2..

zimi : ayam kt care4 12 LE ( 12 kot ak pown xingt tpi ag mrh dri pasar n fatalla r)
ella : murah nyer..

kesimpulannyer..beli laa ayam kt care4..n KAT PASAR SILA TAWAR HARGA MURAH2 ERK..
NNTI KLO SEORG DAA BELI MAHAL..DRG AKN START JUAL MAHAL..(amaran nie)

thanz zimi kerna memberi info berguna..( ayam care4 ag murah)
okey2 tmat kisah zimi n peko..

klah.. nie larr..perempuan..
ckp nk window shopping jer..
beli jgak..hihi..( ak r tue)..
tpi sekurang2 nyer ak daa taw awl2 ak akn shopping gak ckit..

dayah : ak bly janji r ak xkn shopping..
ella : mmg mg jrg shopping pown..
dayah : ak nk beli cotton pad..bla bla ( brg keperluan jer r )
ella : ak mmg xmo beli..tpi... xtaw r..

alih..
die shopping ag byk..
xper r..die beli hadiah utk besday die..hihi..


ak beli teddy nie 10 LE jer.

M.A.G ADORABLY parfume 100 ml..266LE..
+ i got sunglassses!!..
( gosh i 'm so lucky rite)

cardirgan WAVE..





really2 lurve this..
daa slalu usha kt M.A.G..
harge sunglasses nie 180 LE satu..
so bler dpt free..hihi

mr muscle..
dayah dpt 3 pek..
mule2 pak arab tue bgi 2 jer..
dayah wat2 senyum ckit..
trus bgi 3..hehe..
( kn bertuah jdi perempuan tue)

Thursday 4 June 2009

cake vanilla

klah hrinie..
ak nk post entri sal cake plak..
ak tbe2 wat kek nie..
coz mse besday dayah...
ktaorg mkn kek vanilla yg sgt bez..
so ak try r nk wat kek cm gtu..
tpi xmnjdi r..
coz trlampau moist..mybe trlebih mnyak kot..
ak nk buat kek vanilla span beyse jer..huhu..
ak ader gak wat whipping cream..
bly r than rsenyer..
thanz kepada cik emy..yg tlong cntikkn kek vanila utk di bake..
n thanz kepda dayh coz tlong mixerkan whipping cream tue..
hehe..



nie laa kek besday dayah..
cute kan..


nie kek vanilla i..hihi..
bhn : 2cups sugar..3 eggs..21/2 cups flour
1 cup milk ..1/2 oil..2 teaspoon baking powder..
1 teaspoon vaniila..2cups butter..salt




daa siap pown..huhu..
tpi kerna kekasaran ku..
lpisan atas kek nie daa hncur..
so ak n dayah..
maen puzzle ngn kek nie..huhu
ak ptng 2 kek nie..
utk ltak lpisan jem strawberry kt tgh2..
thanz dayh coz tlong ltkkn erk..

then ktaorg pown buat whipping cream..
bhn: 2pack of whipped cream..
1cup of milk..
sugar..
vanilla..
mix kan sampai creamy..




korang hias jer ..
kek nie daa jdi cam cupcake plak..
huhu

Wednesday 3 June 2009

ble semuanye xseindah dlu..
i'm trying..
but i can't do it anymore..
i cant or i dont want it anymore..
i dont know..

Tuesday 2 June 2009

mY aCtIoN deFiNE mE..nOt My CLOThEs!!..

U can label people as jocks , goths @ fashionista without even talking to them..
Labeling people like tat might tell u where they shop in the mall..
but what does it tell u about who they really are?!
some people will go along with any clothing trend to try n fit in to a group ..
All tat tell me is they 're more worried about how others see them ..
than by how they see themselves..
personally , my clothing do not define who i am..
THE WAY l live does..


~seventeen ~
..do i really think like this..

Monday 1 June 2009

~love it or leave it~


blazer from TERANOVA





cardigan ~ esprit ..
bag ~ teranova
heels charles n keith
( belt hadiah beli kemeja )