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Monday, 4 May 2009

exam ku..

hye..

hrinie dpt result..

actually ak daa agk result ak truk..

mybe ag truk dri nie..

tpi ak amat2 bersyukur..

coz aper yg ak daa dpt..

btul2 ckup utk sedar kan ak..

byk maen sgt r nie..

umi n abah sori..

ella bkn ank yg dpt mmbnggakan umi n abah ag..

dlu..

ak xtaw per yg ak dpt wat utk hepikan drg..

tpi ak sedar ..ak ader pljrn yg lbh baek dri adek ku..

ak blajr btul2..

ak xtoleh ke blkg daa mse tue..

actually dlu pernh jadi cmni jgk..

mse tue ayah ak dpt amek result form 1 ak..

mmg ak perasn muke ayah ak sedey sgt mse tue..

terkejut..

anak die trun kls plng last skali..

n then..ak tekad..

ak blaja btul2..

hidup akdgn buku jer..

ak tnggal kwn2 ak..

kwn ak..seme nyer klas 1st mse tue..

malu laa kan..

ak hdup srg2..

tpi ak hepi ..

pelikkan..

alhamdulillah ..ak dpt bktikn mse PMR..

then..skali lagi ak sshkn drg..

ak call tiap2 ari..ak ckp..

ak xmo dudk kt asrma ag..

daa 3thun ..ak bosan..

n ayah ak usaha kn ak msuk MRSM..

mse form1-3 ak blajar arab..

so ak msuk r..

tpi ak xmo jgk..xbez..

akhirnyer..ayah ak trpakse dtg tiap2 mnggu..

kdg2 2-3 kli semnggu..

die ckp..

" ella , bkn snng abah nk msukkn ela kt mrsm nie..

abah kne ikot jer srg kwn abah..so brulah dpt jumpe srng dtuk tue.."

ble dgr tue..

ak trus tekad..

yg ayah ak..xkan kne merayu cmtu ag..utk ak..

ak nk org plak cri ayah ak..

n ak dpt buat..

SPM ak ..ak buat drg bangga..

ak dpt medic..ag2 drg bangga..

then..

ak xtaw knape ak jdi cmnie..

luper diri..culture shock ker dtg egypt nie..

ak xptt terlalu ikot perasaan..

mls stdy..

ske tdur..

ak xder mood utk stdy..

ak nk cm dlu..

nk thu seme bnda..cg tnyer jawab..

umi ..abah..sori byk2..

ella janji ..ella akn berubah..

YA ALLAH ak amat bersyukur pda MU..

dgn ader nyer ujian ini ..

n utk kwn2 ak..

trima ksih kerna memahami..

mari lah..sme2 mnuju kejayaan..

AK KNE REPEAT PBL..

SUBJECT YG AK ANGGAP REMEH..

AK XMALU NGN RESULT AK..

COZ I DESERVE IT..

TPI NIE BKN RESULT SBENAR AK..

AK THU ...

AK BLY DPT YG AG BAEK..

I KNOW THAT..

I CAN DO BETTER..

MUCH2 BETTER..

6 comments:

Fatehah said...

ella,
kte pon trok gak,
Pbl, kena repeat..
rse xde mood dah nk blik msia..
huhuhu..

eLLa said...

yer r..
mmg xder mood lngsung..
huhu..

imabridge said...

ella~
mybe ong y nama ella nie kena lalui susah dulu kot~
baru boleh senang balik...
sama la crita u ngn i..
dulu ml2 i cemerlang..
past tuh dr clss 1st ken turun class ke 6..
scnd last..
sedih..
orng pndng hina..
kwn2 xder..
mcm2 laa


nsht i..
try to fight ur self..
2 jerk y dpt membantu..
that all

eLLa said...

thanz..
btul2 thanz..
i'm trying..
trying..
really2 hard..
promised

nhanunmr said...

ella...!!tehah...!!
caiyok2!u can do it..!
may Allah makes it easy for u guys..
ganbatte naa..!!=D

iddy said...

ella,,
don't worry..
b strong,,
like ur mum says,,
kte x smestinye slalu kt ats kn,,
ade mse kte kt bwh,,
ups and down dlm hdup nie, we'll always stay by ur side..


bff!


rslt ak pon lebey krg je,,byk maen kot..
x pe la,,

jom kte strive for success,,
aim utk naek pnts ssme k,,hehe(sjk fes year lg ayt tu)

all the best!